02:37pm, Monday 11 Nov 2002
Song of the Day: George - Special Ones
Another month passes, and life evolves ever so slowly.
The atmosphere here at the bank is still a bit desolate.. I fear this years Christmas party is going to go out with a bang. This is both something to look forward to, and something to dread cos I know somebody is going to have to hold my hair back whilst I empty my stomach. (Hey, theres one in every crowd and this one is definately me!)
I'm still trying to decide what I'm going to do next year, when my job is no longer around. I am ever conscious that I'm not getting younger, and the money they're giving me would be a good deposit on a house. Still, is a house or any asset worth the sacrifice of a dream or of your soul? Its a tough call, thats for sure.
If theres been a theme over the last few weeks, its been that I've had to choose between two paths in life. My work, my personal life, my sanity have all had different paths I could go down, with never a clear indicator of what is right. Do I stay and invest money into a house and give up the idea of overseas relocation? Do I keep my personal life as it is or risk heartache and go off with someone else? Is it easier to stay or easier to go?
Most days it seems like it would be a relief just to go and not have to make the decision.
I bought my first digital camera today. Attached is a cool picture I took in the park downstairs from where I work (resized down much smaller for websize, of course). It was a lucky shot, but after I printed it out at A4 size and in color, it looks amazing.
I love my little camera.
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