07:38pm, Monday 2 Jul 2001
Song of the Day: The Verve - Bittersweet Symphony
I should be elated. I should be jumping in the air with joy.. why aren't I?
It's not that I didn't want this - I've been bleating about this for weeks. Why then do I feel so uneasy?
For MP.. thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you've done for me. No matter what anyone says, I know you can make it and I know in my heart that good things are in your future. You just have to believe in yourself, and if you don't.. know that others do. I'll always be there for you, no matter what - no matter who - is in my life. I'll never forget the times you were there for me unconditionally when my life turned to shit.
And to the other people who were shocked by my decision and the outcome, never ever forget that you had a place in my life before, and you will have a place in my life still. And I hope to God that none of you leave. Life is so much better with you all in it. Don't even consider not being a part of that anymore.
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