02:03pm, Friday 8 Jun 2001
Song of the Day: Jebediah - Animal
I was thinking about Alex today. Cleaning out my hotmail account, I found myself looking back through my "Alex" folder which has emails going back to 98..
I'm wondering what he's up to now. We parted pretty amicably so I hope he's still in Adelaide so we can catch up. I think he'd be proud of me and what I've achieved.
So I'm sitting there at lunch today and reading his old mails, and wondering how come he knew even back then how life would get so much better for me. It was a good grounding exercise and enabled me to think beyond the "sand" thats clogging up my life now. But as you know, sand binds together to form rocks, if the conditions are right.
So anyway Alex, if you're reading this.. drop me a line!
As for me, I will spend some time this weekend for some introspection. Too much crazy stuff has happened and now that it has begun to settle down (finally!) I need to rethink my trust in people.
And as for you, don't think for a second I buy that pinging out routine... I hate it that I might be a repeat of a past mistake.
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