03:54pm, Monday 21 Apr 2003
Song of the Day: Bon Jovi - It's My Life
Few more weeks to go now.. people at work getting nervous as have realised they have not covered my position.. yeah woops :)
Spent the weekend cramming in quality time with SO til I thought I would puke. He took me off for a day trip yesterday and once again, completely surprised me as to how happy I can be. Is going to be a lot harder to leave than I thought. Past 5 months have passed so quickly, I can only thank God that I did something right and someone up there likes me enough to make up for the crapola the year before. *sigh* I am giving up so fucking much for this move.. I only hope I don't screw it up.
I am bouncing between impatient-little-girl-let's-get-going-already mentality to ohmygodwhatthehelldoithinkimdoing?! craziness.. but I figure its all part of life's great landscape.. or something.
Best friend due back from Contiki in a week.. will see how she took it. Everyone thinks I'm crazy and/or mad. Especially since I seem to have attained the illusive trifecta: job, love-life and family. (For the time being anyway).
Stupid, disjointed post. What am I trying to say? Oh yeah: "FUCK!" (just for a change)